not enough hours.

i have so much to tell everyone about! & i never seem to have enough time or energy. which is actually kind of good because that means im not dwelling on the time away from justin as much. especially since he's at corporals course.

but here's a cute little picture to look at:



i have to go finish cleaning before i go get zacorro from daycare...
but some amazing news!
IM FINALLY DECLARED AS A GRAPHIC DESIGN MAJOR!
Now i just gotta find how im going to put 20% of my tuition down by April 11th....

A little girl named, Grace.

Zacorro started his new daycare today. He really likes it there. There are bunch of little babies there. There is a girl in particular that is two months older than him. Her name is Grace. She's a cute little red-haired baby. Well, since he has met her, he has been enthralled with her. This morning when I dropped him off, she wasn't there yet. But when I came home, mom had picked him up for me. I was sitting here playing with him and mom was telling me about what Tara said he did today. Apparently, Zacorro and her just played together allll day long! So i asked him, "Zacorro, is Grace your girlfriend?" and wouldn't you know, that little booger shook his head YES! I asked him at least FOUR times, and YES was what I got each time. Hahaha. He cracks me up. Ill have to see if I can get a picture of them to post on here.

But he had a great day! He loves playing with a bunch of other kids. Tara said all the kids tried their hardest to say "Zacorro" but pretty much, all that comes out is "Oro". Cute huh? I didn't want him to have a nickname. But Oro does mean gold ;-) And the kids are just tooo cute! He took two naps and I know he got worn out because he pretty much came home and by 7:00 exactly he passed out. Cutest little boy ever.

Wayy Behind.

i have been so caught up in everything lately. I haven't posted a blog in what seems like forever. Zacorro we thought was getting better but he still isnt well. He has to be on a nebulizer but Tricare wouldn't authorize his medicine. So we are in limbo waiting to see whats going to happen next with the insurance company and the doctor's office. I should have looked to see when the last blog was because I am not even sure what I haven't updated. So lets start with school. Im doing pretty ok. Could always be better of course but i am so stressed out and with lil man being sick, it just has been tough. This week is spring break so i am spending everyday with him :) I had to withdraw him out of his previous daycare because there were multiple issues I was having with the daycare. We did find him one though in Waynesboro which means if i do get excepted for daycare vouchers I cant use them. But this lady is $20 a week cheaper and seems a LOT more organized. I think he'll be happy there. She gives them all a lot of attention. And lord knows my son needs a LOT of that. Umm, lets see. Justin is doing ok over there. I can tell he is being worked to hard. And he doesnt get enough down time. I actually haven't heard from him in about 2 days. The longest we've gone since he's left. But i know everything is just fine :)

Cheryl did call me last weekend and we went to lunch, i think it was, Thursday? I forget. But it was a nice surprise. It wasn't too akward, But I don't think she should have to apologize for Joel. He needs to do that for himself for everything. I honestly am not even sure I have respect for him because Cheryl was the one who picked up the phone, called me and was really nice at lunch. I'm sure there will always be negative things said about me but that's why i dont think i could ever truly let my guard down. It will be 3 years in April and since then, well its just sad. Ill just leave it at that. But i just get worked up when problems are taken to Justin who is undergoing more stress than anyone instead of straight to me. We are all adults aren't we?

Back to more positive things. Zacorro can push himself backwards and turn in circles. He is trying to "hop" forward on his belly. He can pull his knees up but doesn't know where to go after that, lol. He is constantly smiling and TALKING! He just has so much to say. He has been sitting on his own now for over a month, and now he is reallly getting stable. He can go from sitting to on his hands and knees, and also he can pull himself up to stand! He is sooo strong. Kind of makes me sad though, lol.

Well I have pictures to put up but we have to get ready & go see Leslie & Presley today. :)

A MySpace Bulletin

Military Spouses Survey

TAKE THIS SURVEY!

Take this survey

Name:
Summer-Rain Bussard

Age:
20

Sex:
Female

Name of spouse:
Justin

Age of spouse:
20

What Branch of the Military is your spouse in?
USMC

Have you ever been in the military or are you currently in the military?
Nope.

If you have ever been or are currently in the military, what branch?
n/a

Has your spouse ever been deployed, if so, when and where to?
Yes, IRAQ

If your spouse was deployed, how badly did you miss them?
More than any words I could come up with.

If your spouse was deployed, how long were they gone for?
so far, a month and a half..total 12-16 months

If your spouse was deployed, did they get R&R, and if so, what did you do for it?
we're waiting on it.

Where are you and your spouse currently stationed?
MCAS New River

Do you like the benefits you recieve as a military dependant?
Yesss

Do you appreciate what your spouse's job entails?
YES I DO

Do you support your spouse as member of the United States military?
YES!

Do you like military life?
Yep for the most part

Do you and your spouse have children, and if so, how many?
yes! a beautiful baby boyy

Do you think your spouse looks good in uniform?
he's superrr sexyyy

Do you think military life is more advanced then civilian life, why or why not?
well its better for manyyy reasons

Do you think your spouse's job in the militay is respectable amongst other people in the military?
it should be, he can hold the lives of many people in it

Do you ever use your spouse's place in the military to your advantage?
hells to the no

Do you ever use your spouse's rank to your advantage?
um no

What do you think about other military spouse's?
god i cant stand them but im nicee

What do you think about people who have gotten out of the military during basic or AIT for reasons on injury?
they r shit bags and didnt try hard enough

What do you think about women who get out of the military after becoming pregnant?
they did it on purpose

What do you think about people claiming to be gay to get out of the military?
they are weak. suck it up and hide it, stay in and reap the benefits idiot

Do you think it is right to be forced out of the military for being gay?
no they should be made to stay in

Did you know that it is military law that you can only have sex with your spouse and only in missionary posistion, but it is not an enforced law?
haha yeaa ok

What do you think about that law?
do u kno how many people are married in the military and DONT have sex with their spouse??

What do you think civilian people don't know about the military or military life?
TOO MUCH. they assume.

What would you want civilians to know about the military or military life?
nothing because i like the secrets

When you see movies about the military, do you notice when things aren't right?
yes

When your spouse sees movies about the military, do they notice when things aren't right?
hahaha alllll the time

Are you and your spouse currently, or have you ever been stationed to overseas Europe?
nope.. one day tho!

Are you and your spouse currently, or have you ever been stationed to overseas Asia?
noppee

If you are or ever have been stationed overseas, do you know what AFN is?
nope i dont, justin does he gets it in Iraq

If you are or ever have been stationed overseas and you do know what AFN is, what do you think about AFN commercials?
no clueeee but justin says they are just ads

Where did your spouse go to Basic Training?
PARRIS ISLAND

Where did your spouse go to AIT?
?? school of infantry....Camp Gieger

Do you know where Fort Lewis is, if so, where is it?
Nope

Do you know where Fort Benning is, if so, where is it?
NOO

Do you know where Fort Hood is, if so, where is it?
NOOO

Do you think being a military spouse allows you to travel easily?
YEPP

If you and your spouse are stationed away from home, do you miss it?
yess i do but i looove being with HIM

Where are you and your spouse origionally from?
Maryland

Did either you or your spouse grow up as a military child?
Nope

If you or your spouse have grown up as a military child, what branches?
None.

Do you think being a military spouse is a job, why or why not?
I love it. I love him and I love this country. More than what Michelle Obama can say...

Do you have any other military spouses as friends on Myspace?
Yepp

If you have other military spouses as friends on Myspace, do you think any of them will re-post this bulletin?
ahh probably not sure though

If you have anything else you would like to add or say, please do:
OORAH> Im a moto wife<3

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My Answers for Justin :)

Here are my answers for Justin, like if he were to post it :)

1: The love of my life is: SUMMER-RAIN JARAMILLO
2: Where did you and i meet? @ St. Mary's Catholic Church
3: Take a stab at my middle name: Matthew
4: How long have you known me? since middle school
5: The last time we saw each other was? January 14th, 2009 in person.
6: Would i ever go skydiving? With me you would<3
7: Your first impression of me upon meeting/seeing me? OMG tall dark and handsome. so what if we're in middle school. lol
8: Am i funny? You try so hard and sometimes you are.
9: Whats my favorite type of music? Anything with a beat you can jam to or sing with
10: Can i sing? NO but you love too.
11: My best physical feature? Your everything. I loove your calves and back!
12: What do i want more than anything? To be home with me and lil man.
13: What is the one thing you think i should do? Stay positive and find a way to have a good time over there!
14: Do i have any special talents? if so, what are they? YOU KNOW>>&& an amazing husband and father..its natural.
15: Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else(what)? you're sporty, and a bit preppy, country and hip. average but amazing to me!
16: Have you ever hugged me? OMg yess i want to right now.
17: My favorite food? mac cheese, hotdogs and beans hahaha
18: Have you ever had a crush on me? YESSS & now i got you
19: If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be? muddy pants lol sike i have no clue
20: Your favorite memory of me? 3 days..1. the day we got together 2. the day we got married && 3. the day we met our baby boy together.
21: If I was stranded on an island, what would i bring? me and lil man and a bottle of JACK
22: Do i believe in God? yes you do even when you don't think you do, you still do
23: Who's my best friend? me me me
24: What's my favorite color? green.. since you wear it all the time
25: Will you re-post this so i can fill this out for you? you already did fill it out!! i love you<3

Posting this for Facebook...

go to my blog and fill this out!
www.summer-rain-n-justin.blogpsot.com


1: The love of my life is:
2: Where did you and i meet?
3: Take a stab at my middle name:
4: How long have you known me?
5: The last time we saw each other was?
6: Would i ever go skydiving?
7: Your first impression of me upon meeting/seeing me?
8: Am i funny?
9: Whats my favorite type of music?
10: Can i sing?
11: My best physical feature?
12: What do i want more than anything?
13: What is the one thing you think i should do?
14: Do i have any special talents? if so, what are they?
15: Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else(what)?
16: Have you ever hugged me?
17: My favorite food?
18: Have you ever had a crush on me?
19: If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?
20: Your favorite memory of me?
21: If I was stranded on an island, what would i bring?
22: Do i believe in God?
23: Who's my best friend?
24: What's my favorite color?
25: Will you re-post this so i can fill this out for you?

Its [not] Falling Together.

I can't seem to get everything organized. If it's not one things its another. I almost wish I didn't go back to school. But at the same time I just wanna get it over with. There just seems to be so much going on and I cant handle it like i used to. There are people like Laura who I used to talk to all the time about everything and now we never talk. Then there is all the guard drama every weekend because it always has to be brought up about Katelyn and Jess. They don't like me and I don't care about that, but it pisses me off they didn't give my sister a solo because they both know damn well they had them, not to mention if you look at their senior shows... well let just say they were the main points. Jess is getting married so I am super excited about that but I just feel like there is nothing for me to do and it sucks because im her matron of honor and i feel like i should be doing a lot. BV has pretty much been losing contact with me since she's been with Jon. And Mallory and Kate, we all have so much going on but I miss them soo much. Sometimes I wish it was like it used to be, but I don't even feel that any more. I really wish I was in Jacksonville helping Becca move out and spending time with preggo Jess and miss Mandi! Its so crazy because I wasn't close to them until i was moving away and now i wish we would have been before that! Those guys have been nothing but amazingg to me! Amy has offered me an amazing opportunity to design an outdoor guard show with her!! And its soo nice to talk to her again, i missed her. I havent heard from Ryan and Derek really since Justin left, and thats kind of a surprise. I love the fact that I have more family around me though! I wish i had more time to go and hang out with my cousins. Nathan wants to stay friends with me and be with Ashleigh. She wants me to hang out with them, but I still feel like it'll be akward. And then like the other 20 of my friends I haven't even had a chance to catch up with recently. I just feel like i am drifting away from everyone. Then on top of that Zacorro and I have been so sick! I missed an entire week of class because of it all. I just want to give up. But i'm Summer-Rain, and I can't.

Thanks Mom, Dad, Star-Lena, && especally Elisa for all your help. I miss you Justin ... and I love you all for your support.