Testing. Testing.

I changed our URL.
I'm changing alot.
We, Justin and Summer-Rain have discussed it and we are changing a lot.
We are dealing with everything one step at a time.
For being apart for 4 months, we are still pretty amazing.
I miss him so so much.
Anyways... this was just a test. ;-)

My Public Breakdown.

SO today I had a math mid term and an anatomy lab final. Mind you, i got A's on both! At least i think so, we'll see on Monday, lol. But anyways, the real story. I dropped of Zacorro at 8am to daycare so I could make it to HCC by 9 to study for both tests some more. But I deserved a coffee. So I stopped at the Rutter's gas station to grab one. I wasn't paying much attention just doddling along. And I look up once i step onto the sidewalk and notice a man walking to his truck. Right before I actually noticed him, I noticed his,; truck's license plate. "UNITED STATES MARINE CORPS RETIRED" I looked at him and that tag again, and I just broke down. I mean, I didn't just have a few tears, or sob, I BAWLED my eyes out. I apologized and told him I have no idea why I just lost it, that I just was really missing my husband, and I have been trying not to think about it. And he literally smiled at me and told me it was ok. That he understood. He even gave me a hug. It was one of the dearest old men I've even met in my life. He was so genuinely sweet and he said to me, "He's doing a wonderful thing. I was over in 'nam quite a few times. Just remember, he's with the best!" And he patted me on the shoulder and winked. He almost looked like he was honored that I had talked to him. And I thanked him so many times. I went in, tried to gather myself and got myself some guatemalan coffee. As I left, he sat waiting in his truck, kind of like making sure I was ok. And he smiled and waved to me as I pulled off. No joke, he honestly felt like my guardian angel today telling me everything was going to be ok. He must have just been what I needed to put a skip in my step. It gave me something physical. Like, its seems so hard to explain, but it was almost a reinforcement, that people can go away to war, and come back just fine and grow old.

I miss him......

I wrote this because I want all of you to know that, although you may be praying Justin's safe while he's gone. No one is truly going to understand. Unless you have gone through this before. It's extremely hard, but I think we are both doing a great job so far!

August is R&R and that it going to be strictly SUMMER-RAIN, JUSTIN & ZACORRO time. We don't care is anyone gets mad. Our family deserves two weeks together out of an entire year without other people being selfish. But our family time is only after Justin & I's two day getaway, hopefully ;-)

Zacorro's Very First Easter Dinner!

Ready to munch!!

He just wanted to get some more Easter dinner :-)

"HEEEREEE!" hahah

He can do it ALLL by himself<3

He is SUCH a good eater! lol

YUMM!

And even when i tried to take it away, he wanted some more!

Zacorro's First Easter Egg Hunt!

It all started with Popi hiding 157 eggs...

And here we go!!

On his first Easter Egg Hunt!!

Photo opp during the hunt!:)

He wanted to count his eggs!

He just loves those eggs.

He wanted to crawl in that basket so bad!

I love him so much<3

An OLD Video<3

so i thought id share this old video i found :)

not enough hours.

i have so much to tell everyone about! & i never seem to have enough time or energy. which is actually kind of good because that means im not dwelling on the time away from justin as much. especially since he's at corporals course.

but here's a cute little picture to look at:



i have to go finish cleaning before i go get zacorro from daycare...
but some amazing news!
IM FINALLY DECLARED AS A GRAPHIC DESIGN MAJOR!
Now i just gotta find how im going to put 20% of my tuition down by April 11th....

A little girl named, Grace.

Zacorro started his new daycare today. He really likes it there. There are bunch of little babies there. There is a girl in particular that is two months older than him. Her name is Grace. She's a cute little red-haired baby. Well, since he has met her, he has been enthralled with her. This morning when I dropped him off, she wasn't there yet. But when I came home, mom had picked him up for me. I was sitting here playing with him and mom was telling me about what Tara said he did today. Apparently, Zacorro and her just played together allll day long! So i asked him, "Zacorro, is Grace your girlfriend?" and wouldn't you know, that little booger shook his head YES! I asked him at least FOUR times, and YES was what I got each time. Hahaha. He cracks me up. Ill have to see if I can get a picture of them to post on here.

But he had a great day! He loves playing with a bunch of other kids. Tara said all the kids tried their hardest to say "Zacorro" but pretty much, all that comes out is "Oro". Cute huh? I didn't want him to have a nickname. But Oro does mean gold ;-) And the kids are just tooo cute! He took two naps and I know he got worn out because he pretty much came home and by 7:00 exactly he passed out. Cutest little boy ever.