We Weren't Crazy.

“Looking back laughing cause they called crazy
We were young, we were wild, we were restless, had to fly had to get a way.
Took a chance on that feeling….we were a lot of things, we weren’t crazy.”



We've been married only 1 year & 7.5 months. And in that year, we've managed to accomplish so many things. We've grown up into mature adults, parents and fell even more deeply in-love. We are the only two people that understand each other fully. He understands my frustrations and i, his. We have learned to communicate better, and that has been the main key! I think we'd both agree our biggest accompishment yet, is our beautiful son. He is truly the light of our lives. Its gotta be so hard for Justin to be away from him. But I ALWAYS make sure Zacorro knows who his daddy is! :) But honestly, if it weren't for the life we choose to live, i don't know if we'd appreciate each other as much. I mean sure we bicker a lot, but what happily married couple doesn't? We've pretty much conquered the "fighting" stage, i think we got that all out early. And being away from him, well,it just makes me think, maybe I took him for granite sometimes. It kills me. I just want to be able to see him in person and let him know i'm sorry.

Our deployment has taken a turn, from a 12-14 month deployment in the "west" to sometime in the next few months being in the "east". I think you'll get it if you know anything about it. I am not happy about this at all. i knew to expect it, but i did not want to. I can't tell you if it would be happening if McCain would have won, but this is definitely by Obama's choice. I think im bitter because he wasn't who i wanted to win. But im just praying, everyday, that Justin will stay safe!!

&& on that note: how the HECK did people go through deployments back in the day. I mean, never getting a phone call, maybe, just MAYBE getting an occasional letter. That's gotta be sooo hard! I thank God everyday for technology.

I'm supposed to be cleaning up our room...so off to it!