At the very least, if you are going to continually check all my accounts online for updates, you should probably start leaving comments or, gee i dunno, start putting on a good show. I am getting so frustrated with my "family"-in laws. I don't even care that you guys are reading this. I can't sit here and keep my mouth shut anymore. Not only does it hurt me, your hurting JUSTIN and yourselves. Justin does not need this crap from people half a world away. He is going through so much and has so much on his plate over there. And on top of that he had to leave his wife and son for at least a year! I don't blame him one bit for not calling as often. But me personally, i am so sick of this back and forth crap and no one even comes straight to me! It kills me because I should have known from the beginning how it was going to be and that no one can grow up. I mean, two days before we were to be man and wife, we were pretty much were fried at the stake but the people who claimed to "love" him the most. Not that we needed to, but we have proven ourselves indubitably. We are one of the strongest couples I know. We work as a team, communicate well and love each other deeply. We are going through such a hard time and I pray to God above every night for a change of heart. Its never about money, its about family. And its about love and care. Its about picking up the phone to say hello and not bitch about why I haven't brought the baby over so you could see him. I have a life too. I have so much going on. There are very few people who have gotten to see me since I've been home. My son's been sick and I am back in school. I'm handling it just fine now, I just am trying to prioritize.
So you can call this a vent-trip or whatever. I am sureee that people will be gossiping to each other about this one, or perhaps ill get a phone call about. I really don't care. I am just doing what I have to, to be as happy as can be with my husband home.
I miss you like hell baby...
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